some posts just refuse to be written

[plural]

the Funeral is Thursday at 2pm

I fly home at noon tomorrow
and will be in seattle through sunday

I appreciate the concern many of you have expressed
it has meant a lot to me but I cant find any words

my mind is blank
just a gelantinous blob of emotion

just am dumbfounded and blindsided really
and hurting quite a bit

and
even this little has taken me thirty minutes to write
so I am going to stop trying now
I will speak to you all sometime later

love
me

Comments

[lamotocyclette.livejournal.com]

Much love. Take care of yourself, know you have friends who are thinking about you lots.

[asrei.livejournal.com]

My thoughts are with you.

[jmichiko.livejournal.com]

my condolences.
i hope your trip is safe,
and you make it home intact.

[missarrow.livejournal.com]

I'm terrible with these things, but I hope you are ok.

And if you are not ok, please know that you will be.

love, me

[mos-18c30vw3w9.livejournal.com]

Not much to say... sucks.
Hang in there.

Me

[zaiah.livejournal.com]

God be with you.

[sickboy.livejournal.com]

I never have the right thing to say and at a time like this there really never is a right thing.
My condolences to you and your friends and the family

[ignote.livejournal.com]

Take care of yourself, my thoughts are with you.

[resilience.livejournal.com]

Thinking of you...

and, *hugs* for what it's worth.

[ludimagist.livejournal.com]

My condolences.

I hope you are ok soon.

[nandan.livejournal.com]

I just wanted to add my condolences. It is a terrible thing when a friend dies, particularly before their time.

[35.livejournal.com]

♥

[luv2ride.livejournal.com]

*hugs* have a safe trip.

[hellarad.livejournal.com]

my thoughts are with you and all of the boys.

may he rest in peace.

[plural.livejournal.com]

Thanks darling,
I do not know if you were told
but it was Howard who passed away

since you knew him
I thought you would like to know