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I am home at last, thank god almighty I am home at last (well atleast until I fly out on sunday anyw
General Douglas McArthur once said.
"If I owned both hell and texas, I would live in hell, and rent out texas"
after the past two weeks, I intimatly understand this emotion.
went out tonight to the mercury, did much dancing and much fun ensued
I saw many friends I had not seen in some time, it was delightful.
I am often surprised by how the world can be simultaniously large and small.
I ran into a woman tonight, an ex to be more specific, and one who was one of the three significant/serious relationships I have had. and previous to tonight, only one of two ex's I did not keep in touch with, the other being deceased.
I had not seen her or hardly even heard about her for more than 5 years. we did the "naughties" thing and swapped emails of course.
I still had feelings for her, not "I want you" kind of feelings, but just kinda intimate "hope things are well" kinda feelings.
I hesistate to let her back into my life, if thats even what she is after, after all, there were good reason I didnt stay in contact, primarily that she went rather psycho.
Of course we were both young and stupid (not that we arent still perhaps) but a lot of time and water has passed under the bridge.
well I am throughly exausted and will continue this tomorrow.....
super secret highly confidential note to clms: Dance!
"If I owned both hell and texas, I would live in hell, and rent out texas"
after the past two weeks, I intimatly understand this emotion.
went out tonight to the mercury, did much dancing and much fun ensued
I saw many friends I had not seen in some time, it was delightful.
I am often surprised by how the world can be simultaniously large and small.
I ran into a woman tonight, an ex to be more specific, and one who was one of the three significant/serious relationships I have had. and previous to tonight, only one of two ex's I did not keep in touch with, the other being deceased.
I had not seen her or hardly even heard about her for more than 5 years. we did the "naughties" thing and swapped emails of course.
I still had feelings for her, not "I want you" kind of feelings, but just kinda intimate "hope things are well" kinda feelings.
I hesistate to let her back into my life, if thats even what she is after, after all, there were good reason I didnt stay in contact, primarily that she went rather psycho.
Of course we were both young and stupid (not that we arent still perhaps) but a lot of time and water has passed under the bridge.
well I am throughly exausted and will continue this tomorrow.....
super secret highly confidential note to clms: Dance!
Good to see that you are alive
-C
p.s.
hehe
I am actually back in austin this week, texas is a miserable place. but on the brighter side, I get a week of relaxing at my house in winthrop when I get back, am most excited.
i really have been needing a vacation...