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real life
hmm
I realize my journal
has been hijacked by all this political shit recently
and well since we have the official domain up
and will be launching v2 of the site Friday morning
I guess I can drop it from here now
its been strange
I get phone calls from people I know
many of them superficially
saying they saw me on TV
7 days to Whistler
most excited
I will be moving my journal entries back to public when I have a chance
amazing how jazzed I was after last weekend, now its just
becoming another 10 things on my to do list
although I like the feeling
been thinking about
what the hell to
do with myself
on a pseudo-spiritual level
Budhaboy thinks I need to find a nice Jewish girl
but I am not so sure
its been strange lately
I have met women
whom I was attracted to
but felt no desire to pursue it
not out of any lacking on their part
I just feel more at peace
in many ways
than I have
in a long time
kind of focusing on taking care of me
physically, mentally, spiritually
where to go next
can idealism be made real?
I realize my journal
has been hijacked by all this political shit recently
and well since we have the official domain up
and will be launching v2 of the site Friday morning
I guess I can drop it from here now
its been strange
I get phone calls from people I know
many of them superficially
saying they saw me on TV
7 days to Whistler
most excited
I will be moving my journal entries back to public when I have a chance
amazing how jazzed I was after last weekend, now its just
becoming another 10 things on my to do list
although I like the feeling
been thinking about
what the hell to
do with myself
on a pseudo-spiritual level
Budhaboy thinks I need to find a nice Jewish girl
but I am not so sure
its been strange lately
I have met women
whom I was attracted to
but felt no desire to pursue it
not out of any lacking on their part
I just feel more at peace
in many ways
than I have
in a long time
kind of focusing on taking care of me
physically, mentally, spiritually
where to go next
can idealism be made real?
no subject
need a person to feel complete
its sort of interesting
when I started building my house
much of the joy
I got from it
was that I was providing
a proper home for us
a place where we could raise a family
been thinking of volunteering
more of my time
joined an organization
of techies who volunteer their
time to help non-profits with
technical projects.
think I need to have things
that I am doing
which are less focused
on immediate or personal gain
who knows
just going to take a break
and explore myself some
*shrugs*
who knows
where it will lead...