He's not here. - What? - Tyler isn't here. Tyler went away. Tyler gone.

I lost an hour today
actually a little bit more
hasn't happened for a few years
guess I thought it was done
maybe it is
maybe this is unrelated weirdness
maybe just a freak instance
maybe I am just trying to reassure myself
but
anyway you look at it
I am completely unable to account
for the period of time between
11:50 am and 1:25 pm today
my brain still feels soft
hazy
I can feel my subconscious rebelling
straining in the background
to fill the void
the hole
to make some sense of time