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well
the english professor
like my essay

said it was a "fine" first essay
only made two corrections
both were cases where I had missed a tense change in proofreading

not sure how happy I am with the fine comment

dammit

think I will write another one tomorrow
just because

well
I am off to read a bit and get some sleep

love love

(no subject)

on a long enough timeline

everyone is manic depressive

random thoughts

felt weird today

disconnected

from reality
from others
from myself

in a physical way
went and played pool
shot terribly
couldnt get a streak longer than three drops
just
didnt feel comfortable
in my own body

every shot felt a little off
my stance felt a little off

something is out of whack
unbalanced

need to figure out what
and
recenter things

my brain seems
fried and
since saturday
my cycles have been misfiring
my timing seems off
in about everything I do

think I am going to take a break
just spend some time
with the cats
a good book

something
something
something

wish I knew what