How can life be so full of pleasure and yet be so worthless to me

i may not believe in god
but he believes in me

tonight
was a good night
at least as far as
baccus would be concerned

i constantly amaze myself
at
my ability to materialize
even my slightest desires

my only disappointment is
that
i seem only to want
the
trivial
and
wanton

what ever am i talking about
this time

( the lastest debauchery )

(no subject)

mmm
i
still
haven't managed
to
wipe this
silly satiated grin
of
my face

tonight was good
pure in its passion
and
i needed something
more
than senseless lust
ever so badly

something
to
rekindle myself

and these moments
these
hours of magic

without words
just
intimate connection

light caresses of fingertips
playful lips on nubile flesh
eyes clasped in soul gazing

mmm
i feel almost human
again

(no subject)

I
have a date

dinner at nine
and
I am already starving

perhaps I will order a snack
in
advance

a gentleman
must never show up for a date
being either
hungry or horny

when you are hungry
whatever meal you share
takes undue attention in your mind
attention which belongs to the
lovely woman you are seeing

and
well
I am sure you all know why
you
should not be horny

but again it relates
to

where you focus your attention

Moral turpitude

so there i was

standing on the frozen tundra

with a dead nun in one hand
and
a
severed kangaroo penis
in the other

thinking

i
just cant
go through
with this