(no subject)

And the night
is near about him
and cool.

And he asks a woman,
who leans to him:

"Are you the night?"

(no subject)

oh and
since I have been
a lil bastich and not
updated for the last couple of day

still haven't heard from
my mother
which means
as usual
that she is off having fun

cause the embassy
would have contacted
me by now

of course
my brother
just flew out there
to meet up with them
so
even though
he didn't feel
like returning my
calls for
oh
the past three days
I
am sure he
has been in contact
with them
or
he wouldda called me

so
while I stopped
worrying a while
ago
it would be nice
if
sometimes
they let me know
what the hell
was going on



(ok you may wanna stop)
(here as i go off on a weird)
(tangent after this)
(proceed on your own accord)



[of course]
[I caught hell]
[from all directions]
[when terrorist gunman]
[shot up the street]
[I lived on]
[and I called within]
[twelve hours]

[sorry I was a little]
[busy doing cpr and]
[trying to staunch]
[the flow of blood]
[from bullet wounds]

[if you have never seen]
[a bullet wound]
[or any serious trauma]
[it is rather interesting]
[once you get past the]
[person suffering it]

[I always thought they]
[would be clean round holes]
[they are anything but]
[jagger tendrils of burnt flesh]
[and unlike a cut]
[where the blood rises up]
[and seems to flow from every]
[which way]
[bullet cauterize many of]
[the smaller capillaries]
[so the blood mix with other]
[internal fluids just sort of]
[oozes out]

[sometimes its black]
[like oil]
[in those cases]
[unless you are]
[already in a hospital]
[they are a corpse]

[talking breathing corpses]
[are horrible thing]
[really]
[of course]
[the worst part is]
[the lying]
[everyone]

EVERYONE

[is fine]
[they will all be]
[just fine]
[just hold on]
[its going to be ok]
[smile while you]
[work]
[lie through your]
[teeth]
[say goodbye]
[another corpse]
[that wont admit it yet]

[then again]

[neither will i]

[wash your hands]
[if you have time]

[sometimes blood]
[is so]
[vibrantly]
[red]
[it is almost joyful]
[were it not]
[for the screams]

[other times]
[there really isn't any blood]
[just a hole]
[rendered flesh]
[with a]
[little tinge of pink]

[what knowledge]
[can be so]
[ungratefully]
[possessed]