unbreakable silence
Nov. 15th, 2001 02:22 ami
will actually
have
something
to say soon
other than the
current load of
banal tripe
lot of craziness
in my life recently
my whole world
has
been flipping
head over heels
for
a couple of
weeks
and
i have
just been
trying to guess
heads or tails
well dice
are still spinning but
they appear to be slowing down
so
hopefully i will
be able to get
my thoughts together
soon
and read off
some of those
B
I
N
G
O
numbers for you
who knows
even i
may be
a loser
will actually
have
something
to say soon
other than the
current load of
banal tripe
lot of craziness
in my life recently
my whole world
has
been flipping
head over heels
for
a couple of
weeks
and
i have
just been
trying to guess
heads or tails
well dice
are still spinning but
they appear to be slowing down
so
hopefully i will
be able to get
my thoughts together
soon
and read off
some of those
B
I
N
G
O
numbers for you
who knows
even i
may be
a loser
no subject
Date: 2001-11-15 03:34 am (UTC)I was awake at any rate.. and spent the last
half hour skimming posts made by you last fall..
looking for post, in particular, where you
claimed the woman for an evening who
"in the morning could not reconcile that
[the evening] with who she was.."
I would enjoy the pleasure of this post
in full context if you are inclined to share.
It is a quote, most likely misinterpreted,
that has dragged at the edges of my thoughts
many times this past year. I tried looking
for it myself.. to no avail.. though I found
things both before and after which outline
the appropriate time period in my contextual memory.
And as to posting more of substance.. and soon -
it would be appreciated.. I am reminded
(by reviewing some of the history of your journalizing)
how much I enjoy you insight and phrasing.
You are most grievously missed.
no subject
Date: 2001-11-15 12:08 pm (UTC)far too kind
and have soon
much more to outlay
with
this
pen
although
with regard to
insight
i wouldnt
be
too hopeful
as
at the moment
i
may be
severely
lacking
no subject
Date: 2001-11-15 06:49 am (UTC)and i wish you luck and love~
my gratitude dahling
Date: 2001-11-15 12:06 pm (UTC)well wishes
and
things are
never as
bad as these
seem
for me
there is always
plan b
it is often
costly and
dissapointing
to have to use
that route
but
survival
is
assured
no subject
Date: 2001-11-15 08:01 am (UTC)are
not
a
loser
Here's hoping fortune swings her judicial arms your way very soon.
thank you love
Date: 2001-11-15 11:29 am (UTC)as my mistress
she is
never gone for long
regardless of my abuses
and
i
can only
blame myself
for
her absences
no subject
Date: 2001-11-15 08:07 am (UTC)they sell
weighted
dice?
honey
Date: 2001-11-15 11:20 am (UTC)you think
i
have been
rolling
all these
years
the problem
with
weighted dice
is
eventually
someone realizes
that
all you
throw is
sixes
[by]
[double]
[threes]
eventually someone
bets you
to roll an
eight
which
with weighted sixes
aint
gonna happen
Re: honey
Date: 2001-11-20 04:04 pm (UTC)you can hide
many things
up your sleeve?
ie: unweighted dice.
;)
sometimes...
we can alter
the level of control.
it appears you are right
Date: 2001-11-23 05:43 am (UTC)someday i will
tell you how