of love? what of love? what of I love you?

[plural]

it would be
too easy
to say
I love you
now

but
I want it
to mean
something
when
I do

I want it
to mean
everything

and
I don't want
anyone
especially
not you

to think
it was said
without due
and thoughtful
consideration

for when I say
I love you

it
will not be
infatuation
but soul bleeding love
and

I
will not
allow
any doubts
of that