plural

hmm
you mean
why am I such a sinner?

that would be a good question

I have at various points in my
life had various excuses
for my various sins

but I think it comes down
to this in the end

I really have no impetous to
follow any of gods laws.

why I do follow many of them
is as much a mystery to me
as why I do not.

I guess I found a balance
between grace and sin
which is comfortable to me

but I have no justification
of my sins, nor excuses
for them.