About the girl

[plural]

she called me today
and spent the next forty five minutes
convincing herself why she needed to run away

not sure
how to feel about it

as this time I feel she was honest
with me about why she was doing it

don't know
how to overcome
her fears

don't think I can

We are going to take some time off
and see if we can be friends
but I am not all that optimistic

there is simply too strong a connection
an attraction between us
to simply hang out

without both of us going insane

and
for my part
I haven't yet decided
what to do

watching her run
do I chase
or
wave
wishing her the best


I didn't love her
but recently
I had begun to think
that
I could


fuck