Just spoke with one of my friends back home

[plural]

at the moment we just dont know what happened

he was out socializing on saturday night
sent an email to my friend at 10pm
got into his pajamas and went to sleep

he just never woke up

he was found this morning
when people were worried enough
to go looking for him

the body is still with the Medical Examiner
not sure when the funeral will be
but I will be going to Seattle
as soon as I can arrange it

I feel like my feet just got knocked out from under me
and someone is standing on my throat

halfway between falling apart
and blinding rage

my poor cat is freaking out
cant figure out what is going on


fuck

I dont even know what to say

I am just so damn tired of burying those I love