Stranded in Charleston, SC

[plural]

ok not really,
just having to wait while some communication issues get resolved

but I thought I would share a small internal insight
as a way to pass the time

I have recently been in something of a celibate streak
well
that is not exactly true
I have been having sex
just not with other people
*grin*

I have to say
I have been enjoying myself immensely regardless

havent bedded a babe
since I left Italy,
[almost three weeks]
[that has to be some sort of record]

In Ibiza,
I have made a point of smooching
everyone I danced with
and then walking off with a sly smirk
[a slam, bam, thank you ma'am.. kiss if you will]

I only got slapped once
and that was for walking off

*wicked grin*

while there is a physical satisfaction and release that comes from
intense passionate crazy sex
I have recently found a whole lot of joy
in
abstaining

of course
much of this relates to two or three simple facts

1) I have been a rampant slut these past months and it is getting old
2) In Ibiza everyone is rampant sluts so its more fun to tease
and most importantly
3) taking the first two into account, but especially the first one, I am sort of ready
to relax and take life a bit more seriously, but unfortunately atleast for the next few weeks
I will not be in any position to persue life that way. So I ponder my little case of limbo, bored with the old way, unable to grasp the new, and wandering about trying to amuse myself.
[isnt that always how it is]
[ramblings and wanderings]
[in search of amusement]

oh the humanity
*sarcastic grin*

love love

me