Killing Erwin Schrodinger's Cat

[plural]

I am alive
I am ok [really]

I am finished with the bender [mostly]
no really I am [completely] sober now
going to go get some dinner [here in a moment]

wish I could really explain what happened there [here, today]
well I could I suppose
but
I am not sure I am willing to

but
I know [some of] you will actually worry
even though
you should know [better]

after all

I am invincible

not even the great lord [almighty]
will dare touch [this] flesh

today

was prepared

tonight

I redeem [a marker]

one fragment of my soul

restored to me

well

that is if

I can up the nerve

to look in the box