Sep. 6th, 2002
dreaming of better delusions
Sep. 6th, 2002 05:40 pmI should not be allowed in wine stores
it is dangerous
sort of like leaving
that wench from
willy wonka and the chocolate factory
alone
in
well
the chocolate factory
its just bad juju
of course
I probably have enough wine
if there can be such a thing
[i am not of that opinion]
If I stopped buying wine today
and drank a bottle a day
I would be twenty eight
before I ran out
but dammit
I want more wine
more
more
more
more
more
maybe I should get a job
or
I could just stop going to college
that would free up a grand or so a month
I can almost buy
the wines I want
with that
it is dangerous
sort of like leaving
that wench from
willy wonka and the chocolate factory
alone
in
well
the chocolate factory
its just bad juju
of course
I probably have enough wine
if there can be such a thing
[i am not of that opinion]
If I stopped buying wine today
and drank a bottle a day
I would be twenty eight
before I ran out
but dammit
I want more wine
more
more
more
more
more
maybe I should get a job
or
I could just stop going to college
that would free up a grand or so a month
I can almost buy
the wines I want
with that
I got issues
Sep. 6th, 2002 09:45 pmCollege sorta messes with my brain
I had it all wired nicely one way
and
now that has to change
little things
you dont think about
for example
today is friday
in my new life
that is very important
I have different classes
at different times
on different days
If I didnt know what day it was
I would be all fucked up
This sounds like a simple thing
but
I have great trouble with it
I reallocated the memory space
that handles that feature
years ago
you see
I have not needed to know
nor cared to know
what day of the week it is
for
eight years or more
I almost always know what
the numerical day of the month is
but
whether it was tuesday or sunday
never mattered a bit
now it does
and my old fart of a brain
is resisting my attempts
to secure those peices of information
into memory
I had it all wired nicely one way
and
now that has to change
little things
you dont think about
for example
today is friday
in my new life
that is very important
I have different classes
at different times
on different days
If I didnt know what day it was
I would be all fucked up
This sounds like a simple thing
but
I have great trouble with it
I reallocated the memory space
that handles that feature
years ago
you see
I have not needed to know
nor cared to know
what day of the week it is
for
eight years or more
I almost always know what
the numerical day of the month is
but
whether it was tuesday or sunday
never mattered a bit
now it does
and my old fart of a brain
is resisting my attempts
to secure those peices of information
into memory