I am Jewish

and
Christmas
is my favourite holiday

it gives me hope
after all

if some other Jewish kid
can become god

why cant I?



christ 2000
upgraded
for the new
millennium

uggg

noon

feel much better
still a little cloggy
but the pressures gone

got a massive dose of sleep
about 11 hours which is
very unusual for me
felt great though

am thinking of going
into the office
but I probably
should stay home
and rest

ugg

I haven't been fucked like that since grade school

a test
it was


water into
wine

and I
passed

in return
an angel

came to me
in dream

bearing my soul

renewed
cleansed
redeemed
forgiven

and I

I

refused her