I am home at last, thank god almighty I am home at last (well atleast until I fly out on sunday anyw

General Douglas McArthur once said.

"If I owned both hell and texas, I would live in hell, and rent out texas"

after the past two weeks, I intimatly understand this emotion.

went out tonight to the mercury, did much dancing and much fun ensued

I saw many friends I had not seen in some time, it was delightful.

I am often surprised by how the world can be simultaniously large and small.

I ran into a woman tonight, an ex to be more specific, and one who was one of the three significant/serious relationships I have had. and previous to tonight, only one of two ex's I did not keep in touch with, the other being deceased.

I had not seen her or hardly even heard about her for more than 5 years. we did the "naughties" thing and swapped emails of course.

I still had feelings for her, not "I want you" kind of feelings, but just kinda intimate "hope things are well" kinda feelings.

I hesistate to let her back into my life, if thats even what she is after, after all, there were good reason I didnt stay in contact, primarily that she went rather psycho.

Of course we were both young and stupid (not that we arent still perhaps) but a lot of time and water has passed under the bridge.

well I am throughly exausted and will continue this tomorrow.....

super secret highly confidential note to clms: Dance!