Apr. 6th, 2009

so

Apr. 6th, 2009 04:17 am
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the date on friday went

well

into extra innings
as one might say

I find myself
intrigued
compelled

even though
I realize there is no future in it

she smells
no
she tastes like heaven

and
I

I am intoxicated

of course
I would be lying if I said this was anything new

however
what is new
what is different

is that I cannot read her
not
like I read everyone else

most women
most people
tell me their entire stories
without words
without my having to ask

it is merely written on their faces

usually
sleeping with a woman is a foregone conclusion
not because I am so incredibly handsome
[although of course that helps]
but
because they telegraph it

it is as if they say
push this button
[helpfully labeled "b"]
and I'll sleep with you

and of course
being the helpful sort
I dutifully press that button

I think
perhaps
I may be in trouble

you see
I can read her emotions
that is to say
I know what she is feeling
as she feels it

what I can't discern
and what makes her so enigmatic to me
is the lines between those emotions

normally
I can read it like a story
but with her
not at all

I can tell when
she is pleased
she is aroused
she is touched

but the story eludes me

I, quite simply can't read her that way.

I can read specific emotions
but not the process as it relates to them

I had the opportunity to sleep with her
but I declined
choosing instead
to play a game I like to call

"lets see how much fun we can have without having sex"

and

fun we did have

one part of me thinks
perhaps hopes
that I may have met my match

after all she did have the same teacher
that I did

the cynic in me
suggests that I merely
haven't found the cypher
the code
that will lay her bare to me

and to that thought
I say

so what

I have always been a quixotic bastard
and now
no more so (or less so) than usual

but I find myself
intrigued
amused
perhaps even
intoxicated

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